giving myself a break

mental note- when boredom bites, bite back... harder...

as of 11:30 tonight i have done nothing but stare blankly at the computer while polluting my lungs.

but earlier, i did have a life... sort of...

i watched batman begins with kuya and nikki today. i actually had a good time, though, i'm not sure if i actually enjoyed the movie or just the fact that i'm spending time with my brother. before the movie, nikki and i roamed around shang (aaah! walang katapusang shang!) in hopes of buying enough merchandise from folded&hung so that we could avail of their discount card. after snatching four articles of clothing, she is still 2k short. nice... it's amazing how one underestimates the powers of a sale. after our little defeat, we scurried from store to store, torturing ourselves by picking out clothes that we know we couldn't buy as we are both short in moolah- well, just me, as for some reason 25% of my friends decided to come onto this world either on june or july. my eyes glaze as i pick up a pair of pants from peoplerpeople knowing that it will take a whole month for us to cross paths again. *sigh. the wish list is stocking up pretty high. though for some reason, i don't mind. i rather spend my money on my friends rather than myself. it's a weird and uncanny satisfaction, i know. after the shopping, the movie, and the yosi breaks, the three of us headed to the nearest jollibee and indulged ourselves on a cheap food trip. and for some strange reason, the ride home in kuya's car seemed like forever.

i miss my brother. though i absolutely hate admitting it to myself. but it is an undeniable fact. ever since he moved out, it just felt empty. his absence was what got me started smoking, actually, as he was a chain smoker and i wanted to fill that void. my strange and unhealthy coping mechanism...

so, since there is nothing better to do, i shall attempt to type a mind numbing account of my week... sort of. sorry if it sucks, i will be needing some practice. heehee...

school started two weeks ago. not as hellish as i thought it would be. i'm actually enjoying it, though, not the same as i used to enjoy it. i have no intentions on devulging such information here as to why, but i do have my reasons. i took a load off from my extra curriculars. i stopped attending voice training for the time being, and i stopped basketball training (though i am seriously considering going back). i am now turning into a full blown geek- doing nothing but her schoolwork. but hey, it has only been two weeks. who knows what chaos lies ahead for me.
we had band practice last friday. we changed our name, and we are now attempting to play originals. yes, covers can only go so far. which reminds me, i have to find someone who could burn a couple of songs for me. listening for this new acoustic band we are planning to form.

ugh, my life seems so uninteresting doesn't it?

but hey, you read it... not my problem... heehee



hugs to: chevy (for hitting my blog every so often. poor you... heehee)